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    November 07

    my favourite model

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    July 02

    Buffalo Trip 2007 07/01 to 07/02

    Was it a dream?? Don't wake me up.........
    June 21

    習慣

    習慣戴上面具....

    習慣在陌生人面前 嘴角上揚完美的45度

    習慣在長輩面前 收起髒話 做個完美的洋娃娃

    習慣在朋友面前 收起背傷 眼睛永遠帶著笑

    習慣在鏡子面前 說服自己 沒有不開心

    習慣 在睡覺以外的時間 戴上面具 不顯露真正的情緒


    面具和自我

    就像是

    電流和電子流之間的關係

    在自然中 永遠不會有電流的存在 因為質子永遠不可能移動

    但在所有的算式中 用的永遠是電流

    在自然中 電子流才是真正的存在 

    但知道電子流的人 永遠不多 甚至很多人聽都沒聽過


    習慣和面具 就像是定理

    要推翻 需要假說 實驗 算式等繁複的步驟

    但是要習慣 只需要一分鐘的時間

    或許 面具已經漸漸取代自我

    或許 真正的自我 已經迷失在漩渦中.....
    January 21

    朋來自遠方

    終於正式裝修完喇!新地毯好好踩,D搬好晒D,就可以又響Basement;再享受自閉電影世界。哈

     

    智哥走左個幾禮拜,希望佢亞洲之行開心!番黎可以殺出新血路。

     

    琴晚森嫂架車俾人啄左下勁,但聽見佢今日響電話中氣十足,就知佢冇事得好交關。

     

    阿水小姐重踏加家,好開心再見番你。對於我,你依然係果個真誠率直既小女孩。但聽到你依然為一D過去唔開心,心裡有種感慨。我,你同阿笨傾得好開心;好可惜只有兩小時,大家都有種長大既感覺。人越大越難搵時間及人物去懷舊同傾訴

     

    阿水,加油呀!你係好人,一定有好報。我話既!!!

     

    《人生小提醒》每天說一句感恩的話
    因為還健康地活著,說明未來還很有希望;因為朝著目標努力著,說明成功已經不很遙遠;因為空氣中瀰漫著花兒的芬芳,說明欣賞的激情還未減退;因為生活的壓力沒有壓垮自己,說明生活的能力在逐步提高;生活中這一切的一切,你都應該天天感激。

    January 05

    茶餐廳 menu 啟發

    終於搬左黎,但原來重有排攪唯有頂住啦!

    有人話一個人有幾多知心朋友,睇下佢喪禮有幾多人為佢喊就知。計我話都唔一定,D好話唔好聽,份人感性D;人喊佢又喊。又或者佢肉赤緊份帛金都唔定?!!  一個人有幾多好朋友,就睇佢要幫手搬屋、有幾多人肯問都唔問,放工重帶埋架撐黎幫拖;身水身汗重肯陪你宵埋夜。好…To all my buddies, I love you all......

     

    最近成日反覆思考一D哲學問題。

    如果聖誕冇耶穌會係點....?

    又或者點解熱檸樂明明多功夫過凍既,但茶餐廳將凍既標得貴D?檸茶明係有茶葉,但同檸水同價。同一道理;餐旦麵同餐肉麵賣一樣價錢

     

    我終於諗通左;功夫做多左、材料用多左;收費未必一定多D。有時可能仲少成果過果D Philadelphian(人);但只要你享受沖茶、整麵、煲可樂既過程,已經好幸福。如果仲有人識得欣賞你既手藝同努力,死都抵啦!

     

    但你話如果又唔Enjoy,又冇人欣賞,又冇回報;咁點呢?

    唔係咁黑下話? 咁好可能你揀錯左對象黎落力又或者你將自己既位置放得太高啦!

     

    唔好將自己附出既1,放到Pizza咁大。又或者將自身既不幸,睇成華工血淚史。

    得閒飲茶研究下!

     

    《人生小提醒》多留意
    你如果細心地觀察生活,每天都會學到許多新的東西;你如果細心地品味生活,每天都會得到許多快樂;你如果細心地挖掘生活,每天都會發現許多驚喜…感覺不到生活幸福,總覺得生活百般乏味,是因為你的心已經麻木,沒有任何激情和興趣。

     

    December 08

    粵語殘片

    自從參加左策劃,工作量逐漸增加!原來仲有一D咁細路仔既辦工室政治同對戰。哈哈,幼稚。
    QX,睇住唻!我一定收得你貼貼服服。
     
    時機未到,非要創造條件,難免「拔苗助長」。與其焦慮未來莫測的前途,不如踏踏實實做好眼前的事情。切不可做「心比天高,命比紙薄」之人。順應客觀規律者多存,自以為是、我行我素者多亡。切記:多學習自然生存法則。
     
    本來天寒地冬,放左工好應該返去繼續pack箱。但太悶喇!!!好彩森哥,VinVin同阿Ed叫我去食燒烤放題,實在精彩!無論由食材到爐頭,價錢到氣氛,都係一流既!一路食,一路傾,仲一路聽住HK既流行曲,簡直就返左去HK一樣。好在冇等埋其他人。
     
    返到一屋紙皮箱既九龍皇宮,唔經唔覺凈返幾日就搬。係就係有D唔捨得,但對新屋有更大既期待。我要掉晒D舊野,就由得晌舊屋既片段,成為歷史…
     另一首越聽越有味道ge陳奕迅新歌
     
    粵語殘片
    歌手:陳奕迅 | 作曲:C Y Kong/陳奕迅
    填詞:周博賢 | 編曲:C Y
     
    喬遷那日打掃廢物家居仿似開戰
    無意發現當天穿返學夏季襯衣
    奇怪卻是茄汁污垢
    滲在這襯衣 布章外邊
    極其大意 為何如此
    想那日初次約會心驚手震膽顫
    忙裡泄露各種的醜態像喪屍
    而尷尬是快餐廳裡
    我誤把漿汁四周亂濺
    駭人場面相當諷刺
    你及時遞上餐紙 去為我清洗襯衣
    剎那間身體的觸碰大件事
    今天看這段歷史 像褪色午夜殘片
    笑話情節 此刻變窩心故事
    現時大了 那種心跳難重演
    極燦爛時光一去難再遇上一次
    怎努力都想不起初戀怎會改變
    情侶數字我屈指一算大概知
    奇怪卻是每戀一次
    震撼總逐漸變得越淺
    令人動心只得那次
    有沒捱壞了身子 會為哪位披嫁衣
    你有否掛念當天這醜小子
    今天看那段歷史 像褪色午夜殘片
    笑話情節 此刻變窩心故事
    現時大了 那種心跳難重演
    極燦爛時光一去難再遇上一次
    在混亂雜物當中找到失去的往事
    但現在雜物與我舉家將會搬遷
    讓記念成歷史
    想想那舊時日子 像褪色午夜殘片
    任何情節 今天多一種意義
    現時大了 那種心跳難重演
    極爆裂場面想再遇確實靠天意
     
    December 04

    .......

    最近,聽陳奕迅新CD. 發現一首拍得住"葡萄成熟時"味道ge歌. 特別係0個一句"靈氣大概早被污染 誰為了生活不變"真係有同感到起雞皮.
     
  • 不如不見
  • 歌手:陳奕迅 | 作曲:陳小霞
    填詞:林夕 | 編曲:孫偉明/C Y/陳珀

     

    頭沾濕 無可避免 倫敦總依戀雨點
    乘早機 忍耐著呵欠 完全為見你一面

    尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天
    靈氣大概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

    *越渴望見面然後發現
     中間隔著那十年
     我想見的笑臉 只有懷念
     不懂 怎去再聊天

     像我在往日還未抽煙
     不知你怎麼變遷
     似等了一百年 忽爾明白
     即使再見面 成熟地表演 不如不見*

    尋得到 塵封小店 回不到相戀那天
    靈氣大概早被污染 誰為了生活不變

    November 28

    放假

    放左3日假,做左都幾多野.

     

    同阿媽Shopping,新屋度位,終予殺到黎,pack箱預備搬。仲有兩個禮拜。死梗!!!

     

    同班巴打食飯吹水Gathering,D巴打對我真係無野講。知我要無線Router,又幫我刮平貨;知我鐘意走珠路軌,又想訂比我。雖然我早一步訂左無咁靚既一套,當然迴力搥仔係好傷,但我都感激。

     

    睇容祖兒!好白好索好好聽啊!正正正。超值!希望下次可以晌HK再睇。

     

    最重要阿Dam提醒左我一件事,時間過得好快,冬天唻左。我地點知?Tim Horton 都換左杯lu。有好多野都要轉一轉

    生活中不可能什麼東西都能得到,總有可惜事情,總有放棄的東西。不會放棄,就會變得極端婪,結果什麼東西都得不到。若是一味留戀今天有可能明天你將整天哭泣。學會放棄,可以使你輕裝前進,能夠攀登人生更高的山峰。

    November 08

    Thanks, Dude!

    智,多謝你今晚黎,教我一家整天鵝泡夫。

    更多謝你令我睇到你既實力。令我對我地夢想既店,又多左一份信心。

     

    古人云:哀莫大於心死。失去信念,就會失去人生的理想,就會行屍走肉,虛度年華。因為有了信念,心田不會乾涸,黑夜不再漫長,日子不會枯燥無味,生活會變得格外美好,心中常有激情在蕩漾。

     

    去吧!只要有目標同信心。一定掂! 食神好野!

    November 07

    Long Time no Blog

    wahhaaaahaaa.............I am back.
     
    It's such a crazy couple months. Everything is back on track now.
     
    So excited!!! Finally, my new toy arrived from England.  It's quite worth the waiting and money.  Once I put it together, I will upload the pic to here. 
     
    Dude, I got your back!!!Forget what had happen, the best is yet to come.
    May 08

    Night shift = sense of achievement

    Shifts rotate again!!  Now I think people work in conveience store or security guard would have a more stable life than me.  However, I love the night shift in my department. The load is lighter but more important.  We will arrange the installation appointment every night.  And we will know how did we do the other morning.  I like this kind of challenges.  You will know the result very soon and very noticiable.  Also, you are working quite independently.  No conflicts between colleague, only jokes, fun and some office baseball. (We put a few scrap paper together and create a hard paper ball. Than we thorw and beat it with anything, such as atlas, binder, umbrella, water bottle.) 
     
    We had a 3 hour "short" CT meeting yesterday. I was exhausted last night. I passed out on the carpet in my living room for 15 mins.  Sunday is not a rest day.   Gary, your red bomb is really a red bomb wor. haha...nice invitation card thou.  I can see myself burning real fast this May & June.  Hope this could trim my tummy away.
    May 03

    DeskTop explosion

    I must be working too hard these days....Yesterday when I was at work, a loud "boom" came from the main unit & follow by slight smoke and burnt smell. I was a little shock but alright.  My colleague said something in the motherboard had burnt.  What if the explosion get worse? What if it caught fire?? I should thank God I can still write this blog. 
     
    Cherry & Rubun, even it's just a 2 hours gathering, I treasure yours advice.  I miss those good old times we always hang around.  We all grown now and the memories became irreplaceable.  I love you guys. A-Dam, you must join next time.
     
    I don't know that "Coffee" got so many fans. Thanks everyone for your love & care. She's doing way better than I do. Feel free to drop by and pay a visit to her. But please obtain a ticket from me for a visit. $5.00 each.  All the income from the tickets will be go right into "Fund of Coffee health & education"...............So far I am the only sponsor/donor of this fund.
    April 29

    Phoney

    One of the assistant manager got promoted and left our dept yesterday.  All of a sudden, everyone is so close and friendly. Warm and sentimental.....all those crap you will see in the airport depart lobby.  WHAT???
    I guess everyone just get overwhelmed by that delicious oreo cake.  To be honest, I am happy for him. My A.M. think fast, action fast. But only when dealing with data.  He's not ready for handling human relation yet.  I really wish him all the best in his future endeavous.  And I will workhard for my endeavous too.......
    April 22

    Over Load??

    Why can't BXVU be better organize?? Why must we trail & error everytime?  Should those big guys have better planning before they roll out their idea??  Do you know how difficult it is when we are throwing punch to the air?  I don't mind overtime if there is an end to the task. However, 50% of the overtime $ goes to social welfare (TAX).  Does it mean Canada government discouraging hard working people??  I am lost..................
    April 21

    Lam & Eason Cross Over

    Last night was the most amazing music night so far.  George & Eason came to Toronto and sang so many all time oldies in their career life. I was so touched by that 2 songs about love between father and son. "Chase memories" and "Bicycle".  Then I realize me and my Dad never talk seriously. It's all about family tiny issue and financial.  I paid too less attention to my family. Mom & Dad are aging, clock is ticking and no turning back.  I must let them retire by 60 and don't have to worry about $$.  Eason, even you are sick, you singing still the best. George, you ROCK!!
     
     
    April 14

    Old Place

    Adam man & Rubun guy, we got to switch place for drink. "Taiwan Siu Jui" is getting dull.
     
    Although the talks we had are fun and trashed, we need ice-cream for eyes.  It so good we could meeet again and updates our recent situation.  A lot of our buddies vanished these days, I wonder what might happen to them.  We know Cherry and Elaine are approaching their final destiny, life time dream, ultimate career goal.  What about the others?? Stanley? Emily? Eric? etc etc.
     
    Man, seriously!! Think think the questions below: Does God exists? Do you know where'll you go after your death? Do you thinkyou have sin?
     
    Talk to me or guy whenever you want to know more or you seek for the answer.......
    April 11

    sigh...................

    The weekend dinner is surely delicious. Thanks Mr. & Mrs Zhao. Anna, don't worry. The shrimp are drunk but not dead. haha....
     
    Danielle, you are now the only boy in your home. Stay strong!!! We will pray for you man!!
     
    This is a crazy weekend. 4 women beat a man to death, 8 dead bodies were found in the country side, the 2nd chair of my department got fire yesterday.  What a depressing city!!!
     
    I know I am just a side dish, potatoe salad in this food chain. Nobody is going to get rid of me or pay attention on me. I don't have to worry about my job.  But why don't that eliminate the weakest link??  Tom, I think I will pursuit my dream like you did.  I want to have a Career that could make a difference!! A difference for the society or world.  Doing it for God.
    April 07

    Cut off Again!!

    Another wave of manpower cut will be occurring in the call center.  Although it's not going to impact us YET, still a little upset about the buddies working downstairs.  As I heard, the call center load will be mirgrating to India.  Not being a racist, but will the Indian perform in the way we wants or needs??  Language would be the 1st barrier. Culture would be the 2nd one.  Oh well, that's the Global trend. What can you say, eh?!
     
    And my shift has changed again due to business needs. I'm quite comfortable with a later shift though.
    Now, I started to understand a little what is mid-age crisis. Job security, career path, health, family planning, etc.
     
    Wao...what am I talking about??
    April 04

    Politics

    After a 3 days "break", Life slow down a little. Mind clear a little.  Everything is so minimal.
     
    We made a mircale with 30 people on Sat.  It's such a colourful dinner.  Danielle, we rock your house and you rock!! Thank you for your generous!!!
     
    Sunday, 6 hours of meeting. All for the health of fellowship...........nothing special..........
     
    Monday, I think I could start a grocery shopping business.  People these days are getting busier.  I could do the shopping for them and save their time.  And the other hand, I enjoy shopping in supermarket.  Doing something I enjoy and making $.  What a awesome plan!!! haha....Just kidding. Brother & Sister, I will do it for you guys FREE.
     
    I am not a politician, I can think like one but I don't like to spend my time and effort on that.  My world is a lot more important than dirty works.  If someone want to play games, go ahead...you can have it all. I can careless.
     
     
    March 29

    It's long week.

    I really can't get use to Mon to Fri schedule. The week seems extremely long.  That might be because I have 1 day short last weekend.  However, so looking forward for this coming weekend. I will have a long weekend. I might drive out town with my buddy to take some shots on Monday.
     
    Finally, tonight will be the last class of my 2nd course of that OMDP certificate.  But they don't have any more mon & wed night class. So I guess I can rest until Sept. Now, it's time to start my phyiscal training. 2 days in gym for the weight lifting and 2 days on the road. I will get myself in Superman mode soon. wahahhhaaaaaa.........
     
     
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